dolphin stickers

something

told me

he was It

prince Charmer

somehow capable

but not 

convicted

"ankle weight"

a lost soul

Selfless, Noble

commitment standout

clinging

( not to me

wrong 

blood type )

Shark Week

guarded

it's safer

Inside.

meditation.

abandonment, wounds

scars ripping

Shame

"help," she cries

"fight," he calls it

hurricane, strums

let him

have it

Me

cut / open

vulnerable

broke

n.

digital Footprint

evIdence 

drawn By

hand

kitchen drawer

don't worry 

the 

Bureau

is on your side

good thing

we're looking at a

clear 

conscience.

streamofconsciousness

letter of amendment

a Corolla With Dolphin Stickers

pale blue

passing through

your head

your screen

your aerated heart

by night --

why love me 

at all

if I couldn't

help fill

your             perforations

at all

-- maybe I'm fooled

I'm familiar

a sedan

once 

rolled away 

with my

s t  a   b     i      l        i         t             y

the garage is

shut now

were you even listening?

wish I didn't know

that Timing

is often

the best

jury.

s  l   i     p     p      i       n             g

baggage buried

must.

maintain.

control!

Classic:

like Clock-

work

Abort.

Abandon.

SCREECH

SMASH

someone is leaving in

an ambulance

                           car wreck

Vehicular

wo

Manslaughter

your collision

igniting my

Furious

Fiery

Flames

F --

exhale.

why couldn't you

just be honest

with Me

, with you

rself

?

not close

enough?

you're too -- 

Scared.

let's talk

about your

wounds

you're too -- 

Guarded.

ancient walls

of steel

fearofcommitment

missingtheintimacy

don't worry

I'll 

carry the gruesome weight

of this 

Crash

from here on out

as if I could ever stop

carefully

hoist it

onto 

My shoulders, easy now

physical

Therapy

CBT
like using a dictionary

to drive a 

car

Two Toyotas

still can't convince me

/ maybe it is safer

Inside \

i 

steady

i 

an open book

i 

love hard

i 

flawed

i 

never a

pawn

again.

i forgive you.

-stronger